However, I still had minimal math knowledge. How minimal? Laughably minimal. Kids at 1st grade could point and laugh at me... division and multiplications, even simple ones, I couldn't do without a calculator, and everything past arithmetic was hell. My math was shit. I felt stuck. Afraid. I was never good at math. Numbers always scared me, mixed in my head... I always thought I maybe math-dyslexic or something, and I tended to shy away from it. But the advanced knowledge of chemistry I'm trying to attain simply required more and more math. It became clear to me how inevitably interconnected are the sciences, and how important is math to the understand of all.
There was a short moment of desperation. But then... it came up to me. Hey....I got 16 free hours a day. I'm stuck without math. I got biology wrapped. What else can I do? Masturbate? Jesus... I've self-studied English to the point of Shakespearean knowledge, I've self-studied biology, and heck-- lots of religious fucks I know that are absolute morons can figure this shit up. Let's take up the fucking challenge. So... with little choice and a whole bunch of uncanny ridiculous amount of unmitigated enthusiasm. I went ahead, and so one morning... 3 weeks ago, I took a little notebook, and wrote 1+1....it's now only 3 weeks later and I've now worked out geometry, including Pythagorean Theorem and Heron's Formula. I am currently working on Trigonometry and advanced algebra.

True story. Chicks can do math! Okay, fine, I got the brain circuitry of a guy. Chicks still can't do math

Take that, life!
