Little Idiot wrote:I have spent decades wondering what the fuck the 'real I' is.
And I do think it is exactly the same awareness, the content and context of awareness have changed, but not the awareness itself.
Awareness is not in time, it is aware of time, but the shackles are not rigid, in my experience.
I don't doubt you have, LI. If you have concluded that subjectivity is subjectivity I can't applaud you for that. A flame is a flame. We could label flames '
The Flame' and claim that every time we light a candle it is the same
The Flame that burns. We could label the process of recording sound onto magnetic tape '
The Recording' and say that every time a play button button anywhere is pressed
The Recording is there experiencing the sound into memory.
What connects multiple instances of any process such that we can justify calling them continuations of the same thing? I think there are two - the continuity of physical substrate (same body, same candle, same tape recorder) and continuity of information / identity / memory (memory, next instant of combustion initiated by previous moment, continuity of recording in the flux on the tape). Physicality and memory define it as 'the same I'.
Little Idiot wrote:If you say it has no mental capacity, I respond without it there is no mental capacity!
I think you said it. You stripped every aspect of mind away and claimed that there was something left, which you call 'I'. You said 'I' does not think, remember etc. The 'I' in your model accounts for no aspect of mind other than this supposed 'observer of experience'. Despite removing mind from the picture you tried to claim that I = mind, which is plainly absurd by normal definition of 'mind'.
What does 'I' do? What effects does it have? Nothing, according to you: -
Little Idiot wrote:I think ego responds, awareness observes both the input and output, but is not touched by either.
Little Idiot wrote:Without awareness, there is no thinking, experiencing nor knowing. It underpins and facilitates these things.
"Underpins" without touching or being touched? 'Facilitates' rather than does?
Does it make without making and think without thinking? More contradictions?
Little Idiot wrote:
This knowing aspect of mind must know of an 'I' and there is nothing else that can know that. The 'I' is merely a representation of the system of physical responses within the system. I.E. it is all the brain responding to the world. There is no 'mental' beyond that.
I agree the ego-self is a thought construct. But the ego is observed, we know that because we can observer our own ego. A simple way is to just STOP what ever one is doing and look at oneself doing it. You can observe your body acting, your mind thinking, thoughts poping in, and if you pay attention, you can see your own attention watching these things.
Your mistake is to think that this 'I' is more than a label for the ability of brains to self-reference and notice their own behaviour in the same way they notice the behaviour of rabbits and rivers.
The "pooping in and out" should be a big clue that the 'I' isn't doing anything, but is merely a category label. "The rabbit is eating my lettuce", "The ego is making me do things I don't like", "the observer is watching the sunset". It's all a brain making some sense of the world.
Little Idiot wrote:Not so. The mind knows the ego-I. Awareness within the mind allows it to know this.
The mind knows its own thoughts, awareness within it allows it to do this.
Normally our awareness is focussed on our thoughts, our senses, our body.
But the mind is a remarkably flexible thing, it can be trained to look at itself and its own inner workings. It can be trained, and we can be aware of awareness, odd as it sounds.
It doesn't sound odd, just a little mixed up perhaps. 'The Observer' ('I') is a character in a narrative,as is 'Ego'. We can make the narrative more elaborate and it will seem as real as any of it. So Observer of observer is just another character but we suppose it to be identical with what it observes. You could stack awareness of awareness to any depth, but we can only take so much woo. The brain obviously has the capability to respond to what the brain does, which is 'awareness of awareness'.
Little Idiot wrote:
'I' is a representation, made by the brain, to make the brain comprehensible to itself, by drastic simplification.
Yes, the ego-I is a thought construction. The awareness is not a thought construct, it is that which knows all thought constructs. We can talk of 'awareness' as a word, and this word is a thought construct, or we can 'be aware' in which case awareness is a state of being which allows the construction of thoughts, but the awareness is not a human-thought-construct.
Awareness is response. The brain responds. 'Awareness' is a category used to refer to this responsive ability of brains. There is no call for an observer of awareness, unless you can say what it does and how it does it.
Little Idiot wrote:Once we identify our inner reality with that, not these (things) then we change our perspective in a very real way.
Yes, you can extend the fantasy and construct a bigger story. It is ironic that a man who values elimination of Ego wants to place his fictional 'I, maker of experience, essence of the universe' at centre stage. Just because you can imagine it doesn't make it real. Denying what evidence of reality we have doesn't seem like a route to truth.